(:

2006-03-24T20:39:00.000+08:00

sports day today.yeap.saw her quite a lot of times.i dont know if i like.but..hahaha.i still like monkey.so yeah.went to grandfather's hse.slept on the sofa.aunt and my cousin came.k.bet i looked bloody idiotic.anw,he was laughing at me when my mother said i wasnt guai enough.like wth man.tsk.hwa chong nerd.tsk.just like my tuition centre's hc nerd.oh.having cip tomorrow.after that gonna change to my tennis shirt to go for tuition.hahaha.my chinese tutor said music and sports are useless.and he mentioned about tennis,even though he didnt know i am in a symphonic band and play tennis.damn.hahaha.so am gonna defy him real bad.and he insulted me so yeah.tsk.pretty pissed.yeah.oh.ravi added really encouraging comments on my compo.yeah.he said it was good and he wants me to aim for A1.he put added some strokes for the one and underline it.yeah.kind of surprised.hahaha.yeah.finally tomorrow and sunday.gonna sleep till i feeling alright. (:

2006-03-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

band camp yesterday.we won the second prize!was leading at first but we did very badly for the charade.oh.started with playing leonardus rex.jean and wt came back.and i played with them for the march king.hahaha.really miss playing with them again.cos the notes are minute,we were squinting lor.hahaha.after that went for lunch.me wani pris brina ran all the way to mobil first.noboday there except for us!hahaha.so kiasu.yeah.then had scavenger hunt.we got everything except for purple socks!went to the it room for help.then that angmoh guy was like "whats the fuss about purple?".hahaha.yeah.poor sweechen.anw,we came in first.yeah.and then,had marching.was so slack la.hahaha.after that,me and sy looked for miss low.went to talk to gary tan.yeap.they were quite serious about catching the guy.so yeah.hahaha.then went back for charade.wani at first wanted me to go in front and sing??wth.in the pris went there.yeah.then dont know why jean left us,and we got our very first point i think.hahaha.i was like "wah!jean went off and we got our luck back!"the section was laughing la.yeah.then went to pizza hut.we were calculating the total amount of money spent with brina's calculator under the table.i think the waiter saw.he was laughing.tsk.anw,wani got spellbounded by him.hahaha.yeah.enjoyed the food a lot a lot!! ((: yeah.afterwards went for neoprint taking.damn fun la.oh.and i pressed a lot of buttons wrongly lor.anw,it turned out fine.went home.felt real tired.yeah.slept real late also.went online.was disapoointed.i guess i am stupid la,still cling on to - argh.whatever.

2006-03-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

ahhh!!!!i think monkey knows that i like him!all because of janice la.omg.she told him i am paiseh to ask him to add me again.omg.why tell him????tsk.tomorrow theres band camp.am going to sleep early at eleven.hahaha.not like its really early but yeah.hate my father.very noisy.tsk.i have been eating macs ice cream for two days in a row. (: ponned chinese today.hahaha.to go sight seeing and relax!havent do that for so long!oh.went to punggol beach, the place of outward bound's port!pity i never bring a cam.i love the winds and the salty smell of the sea.really nice!heh.yeah.holidays gonna end soon.real scary.i bet os will be even faster la.tsk.feeling stressful now.i vene forgot my blog's password.had to ask pris.

muffins based on intuition! ((:

2006-03-03T23:20:00.000+08:00

shopping trip starts today!i am going shopping tomorrow sunday and monday! ((: hahaha.yeap.oh.got back five test papers.passed all so far.but i think i will fail a math.sigh.oh.social studies was a surprise. (: yeap.wani got one more mark than me!hahaha.oh well.thursday did the mistletoe recording.yeah.the song is nice!i love the tune. (: yeah.six more weeks before sec fours officially step down.cindy and sy were wondering if they should go for the competition.felt like going too but there is Os.and brina is backing out also!damn.i mean she shouldnt because she is only a sec three.still have time to prepare for Os what..felt really really sick of everything.yeah.its like too sudden.got my Os's timetable.my last paper,history,should end at 17 of nov.hahaha.those who take lit are lucky!theirs end at 16 nov.oh well.shall do STRAIGHTPERM on that day!then go clubbing with sy.hahaha. ((: cant wait for everything to end.

2006-02-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

baked muffins with sy today! ((: we were trying out actually.oh.it turned out quite okay as in the texture.but then the sugar level is like....hahaha.because i dont want too much.i was like "enough!enough!"hahaha.yeah.when i first tasted it,i was like "you are going to scold me".hahaha.becuase it tasted quite salty.hahaha.yeah.but its fun la. ((: we kept looking at the oven k.cos we were worried how it would turn out.but its FINE. ((: oh.physics and geog papers today.seriously physics is hard.all our answers are different.oh well.maybe i will fail.tsk.and geog is like --- really really got a shock when i got the paper.cos the questions are like quite different from what we were taught.yeah.sigh.oh.talked to miss low about that thing.she was like "waah.why did you want to see me outside?whats so serious?"hahaha.yeah.when we told her,she was like stunned.her face was like shocked la.yeah.oh ho.left a math and history paper.i am already starting to slack.tsk.baking the REAL muffins tomorrow.lalala.blueberry and chocolate! ((: muffins based on intuition. ((:

2006-02-18T23:02:00.000+08:00

peilin gave me the password html code! ((: now i can hide my blog.yay!oh.woke up seriously late today.at 615 la.went out at 630.yeah.oh.performed.and its like me and brina missed the fanfare.how could we???tsk.yeah.felt really bad about it.yeah.after that went to acjc funfair with sy.yeah.then went back after a while.cos we both are like half dead fishes.oh.and jean wanted to show me her cuthbert?but then i went off already.yeah.so its like..hahaha.yeap.oh.he proposed to jean also!hahaha.yeap.went for tuition.cant stand that hwa chong nerd man.i mean its like seriously feel like slapping him for laughing at my mistake.tsk.seriously.its like getting on my nerves le.oh.yeah.havent finish studying chinese yet.going to die mugging tomorrow.so yeap.gonna sleep now. ((:

2006-02-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

argh.tag board is spoilt.anw,screwed up english and social studies papers.i think i am really going to fail.oh.and i just found out sth from the board thingy.that the teacher typed mine wrongly.asshole.peilin and jean giving me tips now.wth.anw,after tests went home put some stuff.annabella came alone.gosh.she is damn crappy la!hahaha.yeah.went for rehearsals.yeah.went quite well though.did punishment and stuff.yeah.gonna relax real good today!so tomorrow can study well. ((:

2006-02-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

last concert yesterday!to the stars! ((: cried quite a few times because its like the last time.yeah.felt really stupid.anw,arried insruments down there.and my feet has one bad blister.it burst in the end.oh.and miss low wanted us to carry xylophone up the stairs but it was damn heavy.in the end had to carry down and use the other stairway.yeap.oh.my right shoe's heel came off.pris yuen went with me to look for glue.found pris goh and emily.yeah.they were standing outside the acs b music room.den asked them for help.emily called the band major out.when he came out,pris yuen gave me the cheko look with her eyes shining.she was like "not bad ah!" heh.yeah.went to the popular bookshop at their school.the auntie damn bad.didnt want to open the store.yeah.he was like "the bookshop auntie is mean,no use talking to her"yeah. i agree.our sch's one too.yeah.in the end he went to cold storage and bought me a super glue.yeah.THANK YOU! ((: i havent pay him yet though.hahaha.and he helped me and emily took pics.oh.sweechen was there,trying to ask me sth.and when she saw him,she was blushing too.hahaha.yeah.went to have dinner with section.talked about trumpet section table manners.hahaha.went up backstage.did warmup together.went stage.yeah.seriously scared at first.could feel that sec twos were tensing up.yeah.at dixieland me pris xy linda sweechen were waving the scarf.very funny.at lion king also.and pris made a huge mistake in the actions.yeah.hahaha.oh.SHERYAN'S SOLO WAS PERFECT! ((: den it was to the stars.den encore.yeah.den the end of concert.didnt feel sad.thought it was perfect ending to our band memories.haha.yeap.went back to bus.on the way back my juniors kept talking bout knight in shining armour???haha.nearly punish them ten rounds.went back.oh.i forgot to take my precious shoes home.tsk.went home.bathed and sleep.was damn tired.and today i got panda eyes.hahaha.yeah.

2006-01-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

happy new year! ((:

heh.have waited for this day for so long.hah.and i dont have my eyebags for the first time.yeap.sy was like "yay!the day is finally here!" oh.and my sister got me scolded because she opened "the maid" vcd and i happened to be there.and my father thought it was me.yeah.wth.said i never use my head.like i am the one who opened it.told him its not him,still he dont want to be embarrassed so he scolded me again.tsk.very irritated.anw,listening to songs now. (: oh.and yesterday that jap guy in the jap drama is so shuai!hahaha.okay.wth.and i gambled with my father and uncles.heh.i only bet 20 cents per game.hahaha.won a bit. (: yeap.cant wait to go out later.

2006-01-26T20:54:00.000+08:00

was damn stressed this week.slept very late nowadays.and i practically look like a panda.anw,had lots of tests.its like they keep coming.its damn scary.monday's sectionals was crazy.we kept laughing.tuesday was hmm..got a very bad piece of news today.i was darn shocked.yeah.told my section about it.they were like "huh?!"hahaha.yeah.kept it from wani but she was like yelling.told her in the end and she laughed at me!wth.argh.i kept asking pris and brina the same thing.sigh.and i failed my history test because i anyhow wrote the answers,i never follow the bloody template.tsk.nvm.got two new tpt jnrs.they are quite good but bit complacent.warned the sec twos,they were like scared.hah.oh.mr ravi showed us the disjoint sentences thing.

Freshly painted, John walked out of the room to dry.
After drinking lots of water, the toliet kept moving.

HAHAHA.the whole class was laughing madly when he showed us the document.yeah.oh.and i broke a new record in my class,probably the whole level.i broke FIVE test tubes at one go in the chemistry lab.so suay can.i accidentally pushed the test tube holder and everything just fell down,except for one,which i caught it in time.sigh.unlucky day for me.and a math test was horrible.i am going to fail all the tests i sit for.sigh.

2006-01-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

i just realised that ersalina made this layout.except i changed everything to tennis.yeah.anw,thankyou!hahaha.brina told me.oh.today's marching didnt go because my flu seriously bad.had rehearsals.the st gabriel people and the choir sing quite good.though linda kept laughing at the guys singing.tsk.her laughter is contagious.i cant control mine.and xiangyi is like the same as us.and we always play the same part.so yeah.its really bad when one of us starts laughing.went to eat.slept in the car for one hour because i was seriously tired.hah.den went for tuition.i nearly fell asleep den my peer tutor needed to entertain me.hahaha.then its more like we were talking instead of going through the mistakes.hah.but who cares.went to my aunt's hse.yeah.need to do hwk now.tomorrow still have tennis and a math.SIGH.

2006-01-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

havent blog for so long.anw,been really busy.oh.and i failed my first a math test.no big deal.liting got same marks as me.hah.got really pissed and disappointed over some stuff nowadays.yeah.you are such a bitch.sigh.going out tomorrow with sy to watch memoirs of a geisha.nat said that she wanted a ticket for the concert! ((: anw,took one ticket from christine.guess what the ticket number is. 0001 i told pris and sy,both got two different reactions.pris was like "huh." and sy was like "whoa"hahaha.chem lab today was - we cant light our bunsen burner twice.and its the first time i actually touched the adjustment hole thingy in the four years of my life in crescent.hahaha.went to mobil for lunch.was asking aisyah whether i shld buy hello panda.she was like laughing.haha.because yesterday she was eating hello panda in class secretly so that she wont get caught by usarin.i was like "i want one too!".when i saw what it was i was like "oh.its hello panda ar"den usarin turned around and aisyah was like "HELLO HELLO."damn retarded.hahaha.during band,was doing all the movements for lion king song.halfway,went out for tpt tuition with linda and xiangyi.those two kept laughing at the tutor's singing.i got affected too.in the end had to tell him to stop singing.how embarrassing can.i bet he thinks we are super rude.sigh.cant be helped.pris also laughed.went in for rehearsals again.yeah.doing marching on saturday.and then rehearsals.hah.cant wait for 10 feb.hope it will be as good as our first concert in esplanade when we are in sec one. ((:

2006-01-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday was sec one orientation.yeah.i realised that the sec fours teachers are like more easy-going,but they might scold.tsk.anw,i helped this girl tp pin the sch badge.her name is naureen.hahaha.yeap.after that,went dawson with sy,enjia,lijin,suiying.me and enjia were walking in front most of the time while they were playing behind.tsk.yeap.bought this jap pancake.i forgot the name!haha.was eating halfway until i realised it was already three and i thought i had rehearsal for the fanfare!hahaha.walked back to sch,changed into band tee.warmed up quite a bit.oh yeah.jean came in.talked to her.then we were playing abba gold.yeah.had to sway in some parts of the song.we were like swaying in a very weird way.wani kept swinging her trumpet here and there.during the performance,wani pris and me were damn crappy.we nodded our heads like some idiots.but only for a few secs.hahaha.brina was like -- oh yes.and she tried out her taekwondo moves on me can.tsk.went to help the percussion move down instruments and went up again to prepare for fanfare.those sec ones were asking me and pris to move further away.no way!den they glared at us when we were playing la!wth.not our fault.went up with jasmine after that.yeap.sat there.went mobil.den went back to get sis.realised that wanteng's sister is in same class as mine!den waited at bus stop for parents to fetch us.sy left halfway!stupid girl!anw,went to eat.yeah.had a very bad headache last night.but i still do my hwk k!yeah.sigh.

2006-01-02T11:15:00.000+08:00

tomorrow sch's going to reopen.tsk.DOOM AR.tsk.anw,my sister asked me what food store is nice.HAH.nice?!i told her the first drink store is dirty because there is birdshit in the cups.also,leticia once bought this lemon barley drink and there is a red hairy millipede inside.yucks.second store,liting found a hair [its eyebrow actually] inside a dish before.third store's soup is like oil mix with water.fifth store's uncle has hair out of his nostrils.whenever he holds out my dish,i often hope that sth weird wont drop into my food.anw,the last drink store is even worse.someone told me they used used straws.yeah.so out of nine stalls,we cant eat five stores.which left four stores only.WTH.four stores for four years.no wonder we grew tired of the food.tsk.my sister was grossed out by what i said.hahaha.sigh.o levels this year!hope i wont run out of stamina. ):

2005-12-20T20:13:00.001+08:00

had band today.yeap.[to the stars] is really hard.the lyrics are damn goofy too.tsk.children's choir somemore.the tickets are going out at ten bucks.yeah.anw,had combine from morning.yeah.the tpt tutor came halfway.did slurring and c-sharp major scales.yeap.had personal tuition too.realised that i got problems with my tonging.yeap.RUSHED home for lunch because i was damn hungry la.its like i am having gastritis already during the tpt tuition.pris said she was quite hungry too.brina was like "i am not hungry because i ate four sandwiches".WTH MAN.me and pris were like "four slices or what?".okay.actually its eight slices of bread.me and pris were like "WTH??!!!SO MUCH?"den brina was like "oh.i drank milo too."k.no wonder she is not hungry.finished lunch,went to library with sy to look for books needed for the english book review.anw,i got to pay $6.45 for my fines.and my e-z link card supposedly has 9+ bucks inside.in the end i left with $1.75.gosh.i wanted to cry at that time k.tsk.stupid fines.cant wait for the concert to be over.sigh.

2005-12-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

2005-12-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

went out on sat and sun.whole day can.its like wake up,eat,bathe,grab clothes and go out.hahaha.me and sy shopped from eleven to five plus in evening.and my feet are like suffering.hahaha.but at least i bought one top and a pair of sneakers.which is custom made as in i can choose whatever colour i want.yeap.seriously run out of ideas and places what and where to buy for chinese new year.i am already wearing my new clothes!tsk.taking a break from tennis for two weeks.which is good because my feet and right hand are dying.oh yeah.on sat,this girl gave us a card,saying that we can get a plushie if we collect all five,which are at different places.sy was like I WANT I WANT.hahaha.but its damn cute la.yeap.the girl told us that there will be other four ppl who are wearing racer backs like her with this logo.yeap.anw,found the second one.were at crown prince hotel looking for the third one.but we cant find that person for like twenty mins so we gave up and went to the traffic lights,preparing to cross to taka.den sy suddenly grabbed my arm and shook it madly.yeah.this japanese guy [who looks like SHUJI] was wearing the tee and talking a little boy.yes.he is holding the third cards.me and sy were asking him for the cards and we looked damn retarded.its as if we were asking for sweets la.hahaha.we smiled until very goofy too. ((: but anw,we found all five.sy got peekaboo and i got ANGST.wth man.what luck.yeap.sigh.dont want sch to reopen so quickly.its like BOOM.suddenly the holidays are gone.tsk.

2005-12-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

yay!going out later to buy clothes.finally.heh.enjia called me yesterday to ask me whether i wanted pmk #1.HEH.so happy k!luckily i didnt buy the english version.hah.oh yeah.pot book 30 also come out le. ((: finally got sth for entertainment.heh.finally finished a math except all the graph questions and physics too.which means i left:

english compo
book reviews
chem three chap ws
history
social studies
geog

yay! ((:

2005-12-12T20:38:00.000+08:00

played tennis today with xiangying.yeap.she hit really high.damn can.and the speed is fast too.gosh.sprained my ankle and the whole of my right hand.tsk.hahaha.but she is really good.but not surprising too,coz her mother was a TENNIS CHAMPION.hahaha.met weiting and those stc ppl who were previously from kellock.yeap.anyway,xy kept asking "when can i buy food?".HAH.me sy cindy were like -_____- she really eats a lot. (: went to kfc after that.i was only drinking at first,den sy gave me her coleslaw and cindy gave me her whipped potato coz they cant finish their meals.den i was asking them if i shld buy cheese fries.cindy was looking at the mirror den xy was like "EAT ALL YOU CAN" sth like that,with her hands spreading out.me and sy were like wth.hahaha.yeap.went home after that.my sister was lisening to inuyasha's soundtracks.as in not the songs but classical music.yeap.its damn nice!! ((: the band is really :D heh.watched peacemaker after that.told enjia bout what happened before the shopkeeper sold it to me! ((: she was like UNFAIR!too bad.hahaha.oh yeah.i finished the whole box in the day i bought it.heh.told sy bout that and she was like "the shopkeeper will be proud of you".hah.k.wth.havent finished my hwk yet.liling cindy and sy havent even do a single one.okay.maybe they lied to me.i left:

english compo
two storybooks thingy
a math three chaps
physics everything
chem three chaps
history eveything
social studies [which is only ONE question.HEH]

heng ar.planned to do a math and physics by this week.i finished e math in just three days k!hahaha.but i think liting finished it faster than me.hmph.cant wait for friday! ((:

2005-12-11T12:24:00.000+08:00

gosh.i think i am mad.kept watching P.O.T.'s trailer.gosh.damn nice!i want to watch.its out in june 29 this year.heh.but i dont think singapore have it anyway.we are also slower than taiwan and japan by 1.5 volume.tsk.yestersay had tennis for two hours k.was so fun.but got muscle ache in my arms in the end.hahaha.heck.feel like going out today.sigh.tuesday going to have tuition.i seriously need new clothes.ARGH.

2005-12-09T16:16:00.000+08:00

wtf.cant stand my sister.she really is worse than a slut.after she met clara.hell man.

2005-12-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

heh.just read the kinki univ's ppl's email again.k.its damn funny.yeah.coz i was helping liling to ask for SHUJI's email.yeah.tomoya's reply was-

This is shuji's [baritone saxophone] email!!! It's Distance love!Hahaha!

heh.i didnt edit anything.yeah.it just sounds very cute.and he wrote:

To GECKO:

hahaha.just because i put that in my email's name.k.wth.hah.anw,been eating and sleeping every now and then since there is no band.but really really very tired.and now its like i am sleeping at day and doing my hwk at night.yeah.cant sleep at all.TSK.anyway,yesterday was crazy.was waiting outside the stadium for sy and her sister.den i realised that there are half naked guys there.like WTH.disgusting.yeah.anyway,got borders card from my uncle and his girlfriend!yay!can buy books.hahaha.i sounded so nerd.

Interest in tennis in Japan had been decreasing over the years due to the lack of strong players, but thanks to The Prince of Tennis, tennis is making a comeback in Japan. It is said that the over thirty thousand people who were influenced by the manga had started playing tennis. The JTA (Japanese Tennis Association) has accepted Ryoma Echizen as a formal image character of the organization.

WOW. (:

Nikkan Sports has reported a few details on the live-action Prince of Tennis movie previously reported on. The movie will be directed by Yuichi Abe and will star Hongo Kanata as Ryoma. The movie will be released in 2006. Thanks to Vitruvius for this item.

OMGOMG. (((:

2005-12-02T11:56:00.000+08:00

didnt go for tennis this morning.felt so shit can.yeah.got headache too.so sian.coz supposed to wake up at 615.but it was raining.so yeah.in the end woke up for nothing.went back to sleep for another two hours.yeap.didnt do hwk too.wth.and i was having goosepimples too.coz i felt very cold.TSK.dunno whether shld accompany mum and sister to her bloody piano lessons.sigh.feel like closing my eyes every now and then.recap-

had band yesterday.we got a new tutor.not the tofu man and mr froggy.his name is mr lun.yeap.linda and xiangyi kept laughing at him coz of the way he sang.haha.its quite funny actually coz he was singing the first trumpet part,which is very high.HAH.k.anw,went home.didnt bring my tpt back though.coz i got a mouthpiece at home.met ameera at tiong at 330.went to play tennis with her.k.was damn horrible.and she was dancing around like a ballerina.hahaha.yeah.felt so retarded.sigh.oh yeah.finally can serve from the baseline! ((: went back home.yeap.was so tired that i slept till eight.yeah.woke up to do english assignment.finally finished the damn letter.heh.

2005-11-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

had band today.yeap.mr chua conducted till very funny and interesting.linda and xiangyi kept laughing.hahaha.and i was sitting in the middle.so its like..haha.went to tiong afterwards to book the tennis court.wanted to book that one in farrer park which got like ten tennis courts la!but its like FAR,at little india?and i still have to walk through somne construction sites.tsk.yeah.dont know if i remembered correctly.met up with mum and sister.sy oso.yeap.so the six of us also went to eat at the same place.hahaha.and walked out at the same time too.hah.yeap.anw,went to heeren.oh.i finally got the mon chavon membership card.which is quite pathetic too.coz if i want to renew the card,i have to spend like 500+ bucks just to get enough points.SIGH.the shoes and bracelet are very chio and unique.but my stupid sister spent like 300+ on her clothes already.wth.i only spent less than 130 k!yeah.SIGH.got a new pencil case in the end.got a sketching of a bird.haha.but its looks very cartoonish and small.yeah.SIGH.so pathetic,compared to my sister's.oh.going out tomorrow.heh. ((:

was looking at the section photo we took yesterday at the farewell.gosh.i totally looked BURNT.haha.okay.yeah.kind of sad even though yesterday wasnt that touchy touchy,those type of feeling.looked through the japan trip photos.yeah.and the times when sy cried over a SNOOPY card just because peiting never give her.hah.guess i kind of missed kinki and osaka! ): SIGH.

2005-11-28T21:15:00.000+08:00

had marching and band this morning.more like the whole day.yeah.wani and pris said that i shouted too much in my blog.heh.really meh.anw,marching was damn tiring.yeah.plus i only slept for five hours the day before.wth.yeap.had section marching afterwards.was okay.yeap.den wani asked me to take pris and brina.THOSE TWO AR.wa lao eh.its like i asked them to stop marching on the spot,den i went to ask cindy sth.den THOSE TWO FOLLOWED ME AROUND.wth.actually i still dont know.until i noticed that cindy kept looking at my back.i turned around and saw THOSE TWO.yeah.was shouting at them where they were supposed to stand,they were like OH OH OH.tsktsk.but we had fun laughing.haha.went to set up instrument.had sectionals first.yeah.den went for break at mobil.went back for combine.combine was damn FUN!heh.at least we didnt played some boring songs.heh.yeap.went for lunch with pris brina and hanis.that brina's character and my sister's are quite similar! ((: both BLUR and BOCHAP.hah.yeah.ate that kimchi instant noodles.my lips were swollen and pinkish by the time i finished it!hah.went back for sec four farewell.wasnt as sad as last year.heng ar.dun need to cry.haha.gave wt and jean their bikinis.they were like ???!!!! hahaha.jean's one is damn SEXY!THONGS summore.woot~ heh.going to sleep early today.cant take it anymore.felt like fainting just now.

my sister bought me a FUJI BADGE! ((: HEH.going to mon chaijon tomorrow.cant wait.

2005-11-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

argh.got nth to do now.didnt want to go out coz got nth to wear.hah.yeap.going to buy that fila shoe on sunday.am going to get it.actually wanted that yellow coloured.but its like..oh yeah.sis got back psle results.quite surprising. ((: was teasing her.hahaha.but she didnt mind for ONCE. ((: had band today.combine was ---- dont know wat to say coz it was really horrible.yeah.but yama midori was fun.oh yeah.and for that lion king song brina played the solo coz wani didnt come.yeah.it was good.hah.yeah.was shocked.her high g was wow.hahaha.k.she reminds me of my sister la.coz both of them are blur and dont care bout their surroundings.oh yeah.downloaded a lot of pot files.hahaha.yeap. ((: oh yeah.my sister bought this pot bracelet!and the box has FUJI. ((: k.crazy.oh.tuesday ameera came back.she was wearing a oversize PINK DENG POLO TEE.yucks.so DENG ar.hahaha.yeah.but she left during combine.wth.cant wait for monday.heh.

2005-11-18T12:45:00.000+08:00

yay!wearing the nike shorts now! (: hah.sy likes the white cploured skirt.but its damn ex.yeah.going to play tennis later.yay! ((:

recap-
had band in the morning.the band room was darn cold.plus it was raining earlier so yeah.was warming up in the band room.and PANCAKE came in.priscilla was like HYPER.hah.dunno wat happened to her.yeah.she was kept laughing and SMILING.hah.yeah.brina had a sunburnt face!was SO RED!heh.den we teased her bout her face turning redder when playing the songs.had brass combine.played yama midori.mrs chua wanted us to play this part one by one k!was damn scary.yeah.i think i played till damn retarded.yeah.TSK.was shivering oso k!heh.yeah.priscilla and brina said i was damn cold.yeah.played LEONARDUS REX again! ((: its damn nice la.yeah.at least i am able to catch up with wat they learnt during the two days i never come.yeah.den had to go for the dumb english speech thing.yeah.its like - ARGH.cant describe.yeah.went home for lunch at 1520.crazy.gobbled down all the food.was damn hungry.yeah.went out at 1545 with sy.to wisma's fila and queensway.yeap.saw the hyper hammer's fair lady.its damn chio.there are baby pink and baby blue.hah.sy loves it.hahaha.but i still prefer ELITE TITANIUM.though they dun sell it anymore.heh. ((:

2005-11-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

went for band yesterday.yeah.sam was outside the band room.den she told me and sheryan that there wasnt any english lessons.changed to ss lecture.yeah.den we were damn shocked coz we didnt bring any ss-related stuff.went there anyway.was damn boring.me and sy were writing all the things we were going to eat afterwards.hahaha.went for band again afterwards.love LEONARDUS REX!its damn nice!went to queensway to collect my specs.yeap.the new lenses were like WHOA.really felt very dizzy and i thought i was going to fall.haha.ate california maki and that fried tofu.yeah.was damn full can.sheryan was like "i think i still can eat summore".GREEDY. (: hahaha.went home,did HOMEWORK. (: so guai.finished e math.going to finish chinese soon with one compo.hah.yeah.

2005-11-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

played tennis today.hahaha.yeah.went there at two.den its like so weird.coz coach havent come yet.coz normally he will be punctual.den asked liling if she told him the wrong time.yeah.she told him its from three to five.HAHAHA.yeah.DAMN FUNNY.hahaha.den we were like ???!!!! hahaha.yeah.anyway,practise service.yeap.and i am as retarded as usual.coz if the coach never say all those down and up thing,my momentum is weird.hahaha.must practise! ((: and liling was laughing at me when i suddenly stop lor.tsk.must had looked very bobo.hahaha.oh yeah.and coach asked us if we want to join sta! ((: k la.but we will join the beginners' course.heh.luckily no babies there.if not very malu.hahaha.oh yeah.bought prince of tennis cards.got FUJI plushie and handphone strap.but its damn ex la.tsk.nvm.get someone to buy for me.heh. (:

2005-11-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

gosh.checked my eyes on wed.found out sth new.yeah.my left eye needs degree too.and all my previous specs are at the wrong degree.yeah.wth man.need to change again.tsk.oh yeah.put the eyedrop that day to check the real degree of both eyes.yeah.everything seemed so blur until this afternoon.yeap.hahaha.cant see properly too.yeah.in the end cant go sch yesterday.felt so hopeless.had geog and english today.its damn long and boring,but den still cant pon.coz yeah..mom was like "if you fail your english,you are to be responsible for it."so yeah.wth.went for english.yx was complaining that her mother said the same thing too.HAHA.wa lao.now got nth to do.tsk.gonna finish e math soon though! (: left only nine questions before i finish the whole of e math.heh.

2005-11-08T20:12:00.000+08:00

had band today.yeap.was fun la.yeah.oh yes.peilin agreed to burn for me prince of tennis! ((: thanks a lot k!hahaha.yeah.purposely went for the english course late.coz its was damn boring.me sy annabella and yifang playd open numbers.if its odd den we dun go.if its even we will go.but in the end we just go.yeah.dun waste money.think its damn ex man.like wth?hah.yeah.dun like the teacher.he's like????yeah.after english went to tiong bahru to book the tennis court for thursday.cant wait! ((: den ate at kfc.yeah.was having gastritis coz ate only gingerbread man for break at twelve??yeah.went back home.den its DINNER again.tsk.cant eat.was damn full.hah.yeah.

You're Ryoma!

(Prince of Tennis) Which Seigaku Regular are you?
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hich Seigaku Regular are you?
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2005-11-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

never blog for so long.was watching prince of tennis.hah.liling lend me! ((: oh yeah.enjia checked out the kendo thing.god.must be highly endurable.heh.i dun think i can make it la.unless you make me real angry den i will just fight back.hah.but yeah..was quite sad today.dunno why oso.i think its bcoz there is no motivation anymore.yeah.its like so frustrating.sigh.yesterday's tennis was damn fun.yeah.did service and volley.hah.felt so dumb when servicing.coz when i was supposed to throw the tennis ball up,i was like holding it up and stared at it dumbly.coach and liling were laughing at me.hahaha.yeah.felt so malu and retarded.heh.yeah.going tennis on thrusday with ameera and sy.yay! ((:

2005-11-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

heh.tomorrow's my sister's birthday.mom planning to go HOOTERS to celebrate???!!!!wah.crazy la.i mean its like those waitresses dressed till so indecent.heh.hahaha.HAHA.ok.nvm.its at clake quay.yeap.and those cheko ang mohs keep staring at the girls' exposed butts.hah.yeah.oh yeah.found some japanese restaurants in taka.yeap.and swiss bakery oso.i think its the one in osaka.yeah.really cool. ((: oh yeah.going to get my new specs tomorrow!!! ((: RED COLOURED!heh.

2005-10-30T11:50:00.000+08:00

damn.never go online for so long coz the modem was spoilt.on the day of the last paper summore.wth.yeah.now i dun really know how to use the new modem.tsk.cant find peacemaker vol one oso.wat luck.enjia said its out of stock!argh.am going to hunt for it on tuesday.hahaha.went out with sy on friday.i got eight files and a pile of worksheets and books to bring home.yeah.brought only the worksheets and books home.was telling sy that if i put them on my shoulder,its easier to carry.den she called me a COOLIE.WTH.argh.yeah.she was complaining bout she being sweaty coz she did a lot of cleaning.hahaha.i just sat there and do nothing actually.hahaha.went out at one.yeah.went to isetan.sy bought that peach tea! ((: oh yeah.den went to paragon and taka.didnt really buy a lot of things but yeah.yesterday was worse.was bad mooding the whole day.yeah.bought my tennis bag finally.its dark blue.wilson.yeah.shld have gotten the white one.so chio!summore the quality is better.tsk.yeah.and the pants i wanted.was snatched by my sister.sigh.wth.now i dunno where to find clothes le la.oh yeah.damn.need to buy a new racket oso.coz my present one is too big.sigh.going to be very broke.

2005-10-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

had band this morning.marching wasnt as bad as i expected.at least i remembered. ((: oh yeah.cleared the section cupboard with pris.the top partition fell off after i had tidied everything.stupid man.bloody pissed.den a lot of ppl was laughing coz the whole plank fell off.tsktsk.yeah.hahaha.den i dumped everything inside.after band went to clear the section cupboard with pris and brina.emily helped too.heh.i finally found the long lost slide grease.it was hidden underneath a pile of "i recommend" and "warming up exercises and lipslurs for trumpet".hah.yeah.i found a plastic bag which looked as if it contained food before [YUCKS] and a section book from 1996.heh.yeah.the seniors write until very funny.. "only XXX can play the whole phrase properly.the sec twos have no sense of rhythm.and the sec threes too!sec three already!still cant play properly." hahaha.as if they are writing a diary la.yeah.damn cute.there's a card oso.went to play tennis at four.yeah.finally i never shake my shoulder.heh.yeap.and the back hand oso! ((: yeah.after tennis went to tbp.yeap.bought some drink, dun have POCARI SWEAT ): yeah.wanted to buy inuyasha 13 oso DUN HAVE.wth.so went back home.sigh.going to watch kannaduki again for the sixth time. ((:

2005-10-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

end of year exams are finally over!!!! ((: oh yeah.i think i hurt my shoulder when practising tennis with liling.not supposed to move my shoulder but i moved it too much.dammit.my fingers oso hurt.so yeah.damn.anyway,went to book the court at bukit ho swee cc from four to six.yeah.geck keat said it's seven bucks per hour??!!!crazy la.but she said it was last time.so yeah.now its only three fifty.hahaha.not as bad.yeah.den went to look for the less shock rubbery thing for my racket.i saw the n-code!!!!!!summore have white in colour!!!!its so chio! ((: but i dun think they have the size of the handle i need.i cant even fit the smallest size.sigh.went to buy manga.oh yeah.that bloody cashier never scan the books.when i walked out,the siren was ringing.hah.and one of the salesperson was pointing at me like i was stealing sth. -.-" hahahaha.yeah.i just slammed the books and receipt on the counter.hahaha.yeah.k.but it was scary.thought they were going to complain.and those stc ppl were like "oooooh".DAMN YOU!i never steal.tsk.yeah.went to ps to have lunch.sy ate twenty bucks worth of sushi.hahaha.i ate shitake with minced salmon! ((: yeah.walked around.saw the flesh imp guy who looks like wani.met janice and some band ppl.asked her if that guy looks like wani,she said no.tsktsk.LOOK LIKE K!yeah.den the group was like "dun look like la!".dunno who is the one who said "wani shuai-er". -.-" hahaha.yeah.went to isetan supermarket.was looking for POCARI SWEAT bottle type.was asking this ah pek.he was replying in japanese.i was like EH??!! like so retard.hahaha.in the end me and sy bought peach tea.the cartoon on the bottle is damn cute.went to walk around in far east.the poa shopkeeper was really nice!reminds me of JAKOTSU!!! ((: yeap.we were complaining bout our legs being sore.i got a blister k.tsk.yeah.went to esplanade.love the winds! ((: bought strawberries coated with choco.yeah.so sweet! (: yeap.told sy bout the super weird dream i had yesterday.hahaha.yeah.i guess i still havent forget.yeah.damn.went to raffles city.the mannequins of mango were dropping one by one.damn scary la.hahaha.its just suddenly fell down.yeah.went to perlini silver to look at the dragon pendant.gosh.damn chio! ((: but its 149 bucks.so yeah. -.- damn.

my sister just showed me sesshomaru's voice in chinese version.it sounded so --.HAHAHA.oh yeah.JAKOTSU'S CUTE! ((: [he is a guy btw.a gay actually]

((:

2005-09-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

i hate school.hate sec three.yucks.feel very stress.yeah.cant seemed to catch up with the lessons.oh yeah.failed e math.HAH.six marks lost due to careless mistakes.either i put "15+6" instead of "21" or never put the units.asshole.hmph.anw,english was damn funny yesterday!the whole class got to write anything we want for "character", "location", "conflict", "twist/suspense" and "conclusion".yeah.den mr m will mix them up and redistribute them.yeah.i got..

character- a kid who is afraid of eating candy
location- outside an important meeting where UN officials gathered to discuss a serious issue.
conflict- realises that her parents are not her biological parents [serene's]
twist/suspense- there is no such person [usarin's]
conclusion- decided to become a monk

????????? how to link all of them together.jiayi's was worse.character is a greedy man who has a phobia of food.conflict- engaged to one but lover proposes.

she was screaming "and how does it apply to that????" hahaha.yeah.

oh yeah.jiayi told me that the crc's toliet door can be kick open.heh.PERVERT CO! ((:

sigh.just deleted __.yeah.didnt know if i made the correct choice but i guess i can try.
thanks for everything

2005-09-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

my god.toshihiko magsunaga's voice is damn nice! ((: hahaha.got addicted to that song.gosh.oh yeah.today had e math.saw this new teacher outside our classroom.jiayi was like "who is that teacher?" loudly.yeah.the teacher turned and stared at us lor.wth.anw,she is damn chio!heard that she is kwan's daughter.hahaha.cant believe.BIG difference.yeah.sigh.stayed back for some crappy chinese stuff coz my marks lower than 60!!!!gosh.yeah.did everything for her.went back at three.saw my neighbour and his brother carrying a tennis bag full of rackets and lots of tennis balls la.my god.i was like -STUNNED-.yeah.so idiotic.talking to janice now.bout sta.yeah.sounded so dumb.doing e math final yr paper now.the numbers are like so small.i cant see at all.sigh.pathetic.

2005-09-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

yucks.first day of sch is really horrible.yeah.didnt manage to complete all the hwk,as usual.sigh.damn.never do english at all.hah.going to die tomorrow.will rush through them.yeah.anw,yesterday's lessons was so fun.hahaha.two hours of practising.i was burnt a bit though.hahaha.halfway throughout i nearly fainted.saw black spots and hear those eeeeee sounds.hahaha.kind of scary though.but yeah.guess i didnt drink enough water.heh.yeap.cant wait for exams to be over.seriously very tired of revision.tsktsk.

DOUBLES! ((:

2005-09-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

tennis was fun! ((: met liling at queenstown mrt today.went to clementi to have lunch.yeah.ate popiah! ((: the auntie was damn slow la.as slow as the old ah pek in vegetarian store.hahaha.yeah.this old auntie bought three boxes of popiah k?!which is twelve rolls.wth.waited for thirty mins before i can eat k??!!and i bought only two-one for liling and other for me.so yeah.so pissed.den went to her hse.the guys playing before us are like so --??!!!yeah.quite pissed la.its like took 10 mins of our time.summore stayed there for another 5 mins.liling and i started playing after they left.hahaha.yeah.was practising wat the coach taught.yeah.den we kept resting.but its less than one min everytime.yeah.so fun!!!!!the tennis balls did not always hit to the left side too! ((: so happy la.hahaha.yeah.sigh.so tired now.watched the whole box of vol six of inuyasha yesterday.got addicted.yay!tomorrow going to buy seven and eight.hah.

2005-09-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

ponned history today.went for chinese only.yeah.brought all the chinese stuff k?!so heavy.hmph.anw,missed 111 when i just arrived at the mrt station la.wth.kind of pissed.yeah.was not late anw.yeah.actually supposed to do compo in class at one.yeah.which is actually the time when the lessons end??but den kwan went out.den suddenly chia came in,said its her lessons.so the whole class and s2 went home without telling kwan.HAHAHA.linda is telling me ghost stories now,janice is telling me those sweet love stories.hahaha.WTH.weird combination.wat woman cutting up foetus???!!!!!hahahah.yeah.ss tomorrow.yay!last holiday lessons.cant stand it la.going back for stupid lessons when its HOLIDAY.argh.cant wait for thursday!! ((:

2005-09-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

saw xiangyi on newspaper.hahaha.so funny.jumping on the bed.janice is so mean la.say she want to cut out the article and malu xy.hahaha.today had geog lessons in pat.yeap.was so cold.leticia still tried to fan me with her book.crazy.saw ameera when she waited outside for sy.yeah.but she never see me!!hmph.she got her usual pompom hair.hahaha.s0 cute.pei wanting to queenstown library.wanted to find samurai girl.was at the bus stop waiting for 32.yeah.saw those republic poly students playing tennis.the girls were quite good.the guys are like wth??!!!hahaha.the tennis balls went out of control and fly all over the place.damn funny.the guy in orange polo tee looked so funny la.slept the whole afternoon.was so tired la.yeah.watched inuyasha the whole evening.so nice!got addicted le!hahahaha.

finally

2005-08-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

dammit.think i am going to -.yeah.sigh.dammit!!!!!!!LETICIA HOW???!!!!!!dammit.teacher's day today.yeah.aces day was erm..horrible la.its like wth.those exercise movements.made us look so dumb.HAHA.yeah.anw,went to bugis plaza singapura and queensway with sy.so fun.went to so many places.yeap.but didnt see anything i would like to buy.hahaha.yeah.saw - on mrt station.gosh. ((: hahahaha.yeah.sigh.guess today is the last final break i can really enjoy before final year exams.yeah.sigh.sian.dunno how i will study.stll havent do english composition yet.dammit.

2005-08-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

gosh.bad news.janice changing to horn section.yeah.kind of sad.was asking her after band wat happened.her eyes were teary den she said "i am changing to horn".my eyes started to tear oso.den we cried.wth.yeah.got the band badge.damn chio.looks like the kinki badge! ((: oh yeah.got back results.not fantastic.hah.was damn careless la.yeah.sigh.today's oral was ok la.except the teacher didnt really smile that much. -.-" yeah.paused quite a few times during conversation.but den when i tried to say sth again,i was like "erm" or "like" in english!den i was like OOPS!hahaha.so idiotic.

argh.one more day.tomorrow.

2005-08-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

i would prefer you to kill me.

2005-08-15T20:53:00.000+08:00

listening to the sound tracks of kannaduki.love chikane no theme. ((: had physics and geog papers today.got to study physics for one and a half hour when they are having lit.yeah.was so damn boring.got nth to do in library so went to search for tennis books.heh.oh yeah.no band today.after exams,me and sy were discussing bout geog exam.got one question bout disadvantages living near a volcano.

sy's answer: massive destruction of properties and lives can occur.
mine:death will occur.

-.-"

gosh.see the difference?no wonder i fail geog la!were talking bout -AHEM- politics.we both agree that politics is bout guys being bitchy,bullying one another.hahaha.sounds crap. XP

2005-08-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

tsk.never go online for so long.hmm..slack the whole week.even though its like common test?wth.i think i am going to fail a math.and barely pass chinese.ahhhhh...feel like dying.cant even memorise both ss and geog.wtf.and i dun understand the latent heat and stuff!!!!!feel like crying la.hmm..on monday went to bugis and mon chaijon.to shop.yeap.wanted to buy the jeans in monchaijon.but den every pair is like 100++.wth.even if they are imported from japan,its still ex la.yeah.sigh.den went to bugis.nth to buy.dun suit my age oso.wth.and the skirt is like so damn short.gosh.yucks.den me and sy went to a shop.occupied two changing rooms facing each other.hahaha.kept trying out the clothes for fun.hahaha.yeah.oh yes.the national day performance was so fun.hah.yeah.me brina janice and pris kept crapping behind stage.pris kept laughing.dunno wats her problem.hah.oh yeah.janice and brina were talking bout their taekwondo stuff.said wat they punched the guy until his eye was swollen.i punched a guy before too!but that was in primary four. -.-" was damn proud of it k?!i was protecting my sister. ((:

saw this link in some ppl's blog.damn funny.who does she think she is.

2005-08-05T22:58:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh.hate myself.tsk.failed a math.by one mark.and i got three marks lost due to careless mistakes.WTF.tsktsk.anw,cant forget the clip magata showed us.so disgusting.the eyeball thing.yucks.jingyi said i went cold k.tsk.so coward.hah.oh yeah.band was fun.played danse diabolique!!!!!love it! ((: though i cant play the part with FIVE sharps yet.hah.going to practise.the section was talking bout the neck expanding if you play instrument too much.hahaha.sounds wrong.oh yeah.yesterday had rehearsal.trumpets and trombones supposed to go down to play the fanfare?yeah.coz we havent warm up thoroughly,so we sounded damn weird and awful.miss low was saying the sec ones sounded BETTER THAN US.HAHAHA.WHAT A JOKE.we were like WTF la.they got whole band we only have like nine ppl?summore their awfulness in the tone and sound all covered up ma..tsk.did nothing today.went to sleep for like two hours?was so tired.woke up to do chinese compre out of so many things.sucks.

havent go online yet.wth.

2005-07-31T22:07:00.000+08:00

talking to enjia on msn now.talking bout inuyasha.hah.crazy la.think shippo is damn cute.yeah.did mostly hwk today.so pathetic la.yesterday is worse.did nothing except stoning around at funan it mall.coz have to wait like one hour plus for tuition?tsk.and the bookshop still dun have prince of tennis 3.ARGH.going to tiong bahru on friday to see have not.yeap.sigh.tomorrow have a math ss and history test.i am going to die la.all tests start from 1225 to 330???wtf.sigh.think i am going to die tomorrow.wish me luck.

2005-07-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

i went to sch today!!!!!hahaha.i used eight packets of tissues k?got severe blocked nose.germs from BRINA TAN!!!ARGH.KILL YOU AR.heh.jkjk.anw,cd player is spoilt.i cant watch inuyasha.so sad!! )): sigh.finished ss project.finally.that damn leticia copied and pasted everything from website,including the tables and stuff.no wonder it jammed up my whole email acct.summore dare to lie to me that she never copy.crazy.tsk.wanted to learn kendo.looks very fun.heh.oh yeah.me and pris were talking bout brina's friendster pics yesterday.i was like "ehhh.you got see brina's pics on friendster not?" pris was like "QUITE CHIO RIGHT??????"heh.den we both are like "yeahhhhh!!!very chio!!! ((:" so retarded. -.-"

2005-07-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

tsk.had fever last night.38.8 yeah.cant even walk properly.hahaha.needed my mother to help me while walking to the clinic.felt like a ah ma.so horrible.hah.anw,slept from 830 last night to 1030 this morning.so scary la.hahaha.missed whole day of sch.have to catch up lots of a math and chem.yeah.slept again from 230 to 5.hahaha.so horrible.going to take geog test tomorrow.if not i will have four test next monday??!!!crazy la.cant take it.i seriously am in love with danse diabolique.heh.oh yeah.seriously think you are a coward.gossip behind my back den tell me that some ppl gossip bout me.meaning you gossip with them oso right?yucks.might as well tell me wats wrong with me.and i know you are just scared of me.HAH.

2005-07-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

listening to jap graffiti.yeah.though its not that one we played with kinki,ARGH.making my eyes tearing.damn.recap-

yesterday band was very tiring la.yeah.esp THIS LOVE.hate that song.tsk.high notes throughout the whole song.summore no break.wa lao.very scary.yeah.cried in the end coz was so stressed up pek cek.tsktsk.

today lessons were ok la.at least no math. ((: yeah.left class at 1225.yeah.den went for band.played few songs.at least me and pris managed to play this love la.heh. ((: oh yeah.the wesley ppl are not nice!tsk.not as nice as KINKI!!! ((: so cocky.left wani to talk to them.hahaha.sorry.not my fault.i dun like them.oh yeah.during the concert.this girl was like holding camera,kept snapping pics.wth man.so disgusting.spoilt our reputation ar.somehow that interaction with wesley ppl reminded me of kinki.was so sad.wanted the feeling of being welcomed so warmly.but i think i expect too much.hah.

2005-07-05T21:22:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...

2005-07-01T21:27:00.000+08:00

listening to tokyo kosei's version of japanese graffiti.quite nice.but feel that they are a bit arrogant?hahaha.love the beginning most la.heh.yeah.and the dixie is of too much jazz.yucks.hahaha.prefer yasuo's style.so cool man. (: and LOUD. ((: sounded like the whole section la.hahaha.anw,today had lessons.yeah.felt like vomitting in the morning.den went to mobil's toliet coz scared throw up halfway.yeah.lessons are boring as usual.hahaha.den got dunno wat concert.eew.yeah.den have to stay back for e math lessons.coz never went for the holidays'.yeap.went to tiong bahru to book tickets.yeah.wanted to buy sth but not enuff money.argh.tsk.i lost that chance again.skali never go online den i how?ARGH.i seriously feel like slapping myself.

i want to give in until it belongs to them.

2005-06-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

hahahah.still thinking whether shld go josef tan's wedding not.tsk.but i want to watch mirmo and doraemon too!so sad.cant have both.argh.yeah.anw,lessons are boring.yeah.halfway through a math i was half dead.hahaha.yes.damn hard.and its continuous.no break at all.tsk.yeah.totally shut off at the last period.heh.and i finished all the hwk at free period of cme. ((: hahaha.yeah.den during lessons had gastric pain.dunno wat happened.ate already still have.tsk.yeah.den cant play in the middle of abba gold.ARGH.yeah.mrs chua was asking me wat happened.said health is impt.yeah.so sweet! (: heh.love tomorrow's lessons.all my fave subjects.except history.tsk.which is super boring.argh...

2005-06-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

first day of sch was terrible.yeah.so fan.like so damn confusing la.yeah.but overall still can make it.oh yeah.found a pancake stall near my hse! ((: PANCAKES!heh.second day still can.yeah.today is the worst.time table is so long.yeah.sigh.tomorrow still have to stay back for e math lessons.tsktsk.now father and sister watching inuyasha without me.tsktsk.aiya.anw,i got the kinki pics.hahahah.kept enlarging.hahahah.so HOT!woot!hahahah.mum saw.yeah.so embarrassing man.tsk.dunno whether shld go josef tan's wedding not.i dun want to miss mirmo and doraemon. -.-" hahahah.yeah.tsk.

SKIDA ((:

2005-06-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

watching kannaduki no miko all over again.

intesity of summer
grace of autumn
pride of winter
gentleness of spring

oh man.damn nice.and sad oso.tsk.yeah.tomorrow starting sch again.sianz!!!!!sigh.starting on the case now.heh.for cindy's and sy's happiness.hahaha.

2005-06-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

whoa.bought army pants and a top today!and a new pencil case! ((: feeling satisfied now.heh.yeah.hmm..christian bale damn hot!!!!! (((: heh.feeling mad.yeap.did a math hwk.so proud of myself!going to do physics later.hahaha.at midnight.yeah.hmm..lucky azusa.got two guys.k.not confirmed yet la.but me and enjia will investigate.hahaha.yes.so dumb la.

SKIDA (:

2005-06-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

finally got to go out today!so happy! ((: watched batman with yifang and sy.actually wanted to watch initial d.but den the tix all sold out.yeah.they told me they read my blog.sorry la.i didnt mean to spill it out.but yeah..sorry.hope wont affect your solo.yeah.in the theatre,this three ppl didnt want to sit in a bit more when the three of us were walking to our seats.yeah.its like their feet nearly trip me,was holding on to the seats in front for balance.accidentally SQUASHED A GUY'S HAIR.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.yes.yeah.he was like @*(&@^^#^*(?! hahaha.sorry la.hahaha.so malu.yeap.den after movie went to buy some sushi.we were laughing bout shuji sounding like sushi.yeah.hahaha.crazy la.collected photos.yeah.and bought breakfast.gonna do hwk later.after inuyasha.heh.

cindy and sheryan were damn sad.k.dun so sad la.its all that azusa's fault.two timing the guys you both like.esp cindy.hahaha.both your string bass guy and ono.wth.

azusa with ono

azusa HOLDING hands with string bass guy

wa lao ehh..SO SAD.

2005-06-23T22:07:00.000+08:00

got a big shock from cindy.azusa and ono living together??????and they stead le!!!!!wth.and why is she standing with the string bass guy oso?!tsk.ARGH.unfair.and i think the replys all get lost in the internet.wa piang ehhhh..so sad.tsk.and toki never reply me la.so sad.she replied janice dunno how many times leh.boohoo.hahaha.bobo.wth.yeah.anw,third and last day of band camp.yeah.ate that abdominal pain tablet.yes.due to the stupid cold mornings again.bah!anw,yeah.played songs.practised.played very hard for japanese graffiti.really reminded me of japan trip la.and sy played the solo very nice!!!! ((: me and cindy kept smiling to each other.k.got infected by the two of them.HAHA.ono IS hot.hahaha.too bad he is taken by azusa.how sad.tsk.yeah.went to wash film today.going to collect tomorrow.sigh.never do hwk again.k.going to do it later la.since i am so tired now.slept for one hour just now.yeah.sigh.ono and azusa LIVING TOGETHER leh.god knows wat they will do next.eew.hahaha.huge blow.

2005-06-22T21:38:00.000+08:00

second day.yeah.set up instrument.played,practise the normal stuff and songs.yah.got headache when i saw the danse diabolique's four sharps.gosh.sy even worse.FIVE.hahaha.poor thing.oh yeah.wani said that its a satanic piece.hahaha.shocked me la.though it sounded a bit like those arabian or egyptian music.yeah.hahaha.actually reminded me of the carnival of vampires in van helsing.yeah.k.anw,skipped to hwk la.aiya.i cant be bothered le.i am not going to care man.hahaha.yeah.i want to watch initial d!!!!!! ((: cant wait.might watch on friday.hahaha.yeah.guess i got it back.hahaha.maybe bcoz of my LUCKY CHARMS.bought the two of them.k.think i am really crazy la.yeah.sigh.had tuition just now.really sucks.argh.yucks.pukes.cindy just told me that they received emails not by phones but by computers??!!!!wth.so pissed.

2005-06-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

first day of band camp.very fun.yeah.morning never go for marching coz had tummyache due to the cold weather.and when i go toilet,found out i got -.yeah.wth man.anw,only watched them marching lor.they said i looked like a ghost summore. -.-"" argh.yah.went for breakfast with sy and liling.liling thought her milo packet was empty so she squeezed it.and some milo squirted out on her band shirt.HAHAHA.was so shocked la.yap.has sectionals.yes.and flies were like flying around.eew.yeah.had lunch.sy cindy and liyana kept eating the chicken?hahaha.yeah.was helping them take a full plate of chicken la.summore use a spoon to scoope up the sauce?i sounded so pathetic.hahaha.yeah.den had combine.played danse diabolique finally!love the song! ((: yeah.went to dawson to buy sth to eat.was damn hungry la.

i wanted that part not because i wanted to have the glory and honour.i wanted to play it because this is the last year.i wanted to do sth before i leave the band.and my biggest problem is to be confident.mrs chua had told me this since i was in sec one.i could tell that she was kind of disappointed too.i lost my confidence when the three of them kept laughing at us every band practice.i really want to get my confidence back.and also,the kinki ppl really inspired me to play as well as them.and i want to make mrs chua happy.yah.if you are bu shuang that i am playing that part,you should have be frank since the first time.you dun need to spite me,trying to pull me down.

to [[you]]:you told me before that if you are turning to be like ----,you want me to slap and warn you right?k.anw,i really want to know wat really happened between you and me during japan trip.maybe i irritated you in some ways but i didnt even know?yeah.hopefully you would tell me.and bout the miso soup thing,i was in a bad mood.yeah.i was at fault too.yeah.though janice's back got splashed,its not as if i didnt get wet also.my left sleeve was drenched.and my socks too.yeah.and bout leaving the room alone,i was meeting sheryan outside.or else i go out with liling.so i wasnt alone.yeah.and i think today you were quite unreasonable.like ordering ppl as if they are dogs or sth.can ask or say nicely right?since its the first time you are saying.and also,i think its quite obvious that they were against you today.yeah.during annoucements.and they said that you were irritating when you slapped ppl's backs and laugh at them.yeah.and bout michellina's punishments,someone said that its quite unfair for her.how would she know that there will be a traffic jam?summore she left the house early at 740.that is 35 mins earlier.yeah.at least you can see that she wanted to be punctual,except there is traffic jam.yeah.dunno why all these things happened.but all i know is that you changed a lot.

2005-06-20T21:39:00.000+08:00

didnt do hwk at all.yeah.so bad la.i was stoning the whole day.yeah.sy called at bout twelve.yeah.was discussing wat time to go over to her hse.den suddenly her tutor snatched the phone from her and talked to me.HAHA.k la.at first i didnt know who it was.thought it was nicole or ameera coz she sounded like them!yeah.went over to her hse.actually wanted to do hwk.but sy bought magazine.we just read and talked.hahaha.yeah.until five in the evening.went to buy some tidbits to pei me throughout the first week of sch.bet will be stressed out.hahaha.yeah.talking bout waking up.yeah.so sad man.wake up but still cant accept the fact.oh man.tsk.sigh.tomorrow have marching.bah!hope i didnt forget the commands at all.

2005-06-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

happy father's day! ((: yeap.slept the WHOLE afternoon again!!!!omg.am going to do hwk in midnight la.sigh.hopeless.feel like changing my blogskin.

2005-06-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

yay!!!!!going to cut my hair tomorrow.and do treatment oso. ((: cant wait.

2005-06-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

waa.just practised on my trumpet.sy can hear me.hahaha.yeah.damn fun.sms each other den say wats wrong with my playing.yeah.i wanted to play that part because i wanted them to hear it.which is stupid.it will never happen again.argh.yeah.sigh.completed two newspaper cuttings.sucks.trying to do history.oh yeah.and i dunno how to do emath and amath at all.horrible.i feel so pathetic.

2005-06-14T14:48:00.000+08:00

sigh.was thinking bout _ just now.yes.bout they asking us the question bout who we like among the four of them.yeah.why dun ask me on the last day??i already knew it.damn.argh.anw,just finished ss.felt so proud.i am very behind the schedule.sigh.oh yeah.sy coming back today.yay!at least i can have another doctor now.hahaha.yeap.my feet is still peeling.yucks.just now got a whole piece of skin coming out.eew.i feel like a snake la.yucks.dunno wat happened to my feet.poor thing.argh.sigh.must go study le.cant wait for band camp.

2005-06-13T22:32:00.000+08:00

i feel damn sad.yeah.i found my __.yeah.wth.but i dont even get a chance to get it back.why???shld be karma.that i dun treat certain things seriously.now i got the same thing happened to me.yeah.wth.sigh.anw,today went to marina with cousins and family.yeah.watched mr and mrs smith.hahaha.quite nice la.yeah.thought some parts are quite stupid.hahaha.yeap.went to buy a top.only seventeen bucks.yeah.damn cheap though its from korea?yeah.just ask wt bout the photos.passing me on first day of band camp.yeah.think i am going to cry when i see the pictures.cant take it le.sigh.summore got one a4 size de.wonder wat it is.better not have his face there.argh.yeah.anw,my feet is peeling.dunno wat happened.but yeah.peeling for the past week.yucks.

2005-06-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

sheryan went to malaysia already.ok.hope you will enjoy yourself!!! ((: bleah.i am stuck here.sigh.stuck with HWK.gosh.yucks.planning to finish ss and e math today.forgot to bring home the yellow book.how am i going to do sp7c?ARGH.pissed me off.tsk.oh yeah.just remembered.i cut my sister's sim card.i am going to die.serious.tsk.how?wat to do?????

If the stars were a marching band, they'd definitely be spelling out the letters L-O-V-E in formation as they played something sweet and sentimental. Love: it really is all you need, especially when it arrives in such an attractive package. Someone has recently entered (or is about to enter) your life, and you feel like they're almost too good to be true. Stop pinching yourself and open your eyes -- this is happening to you right now, and you don't want to miss it.

waa..wat rubbish horoscope.sigh.so depressing now.even had to ask my jnr to be my doctor of the day.wth.

2005-06-10T18:58:00.000+08:00

surprising i fell in love with march the stars and stripes forever!!!! ((: yeah.really insipred by them.i want to play as good as them!!!!i want i want i want!heh.still dun understand wat they are trying to say.sigh.hmm..going to reply tonight la.reply slowly.hahaha.did chinese comprehension!felt damn proud.coz normally i would do some lame hwk first.den chinese last.heh.kept sleeping even though i had woken up.yeah.wth.cant stop sleeping.sigh.really miss playing with them.yeah.cant stop thinking bout the past.sy kept "slapping" me by saying its just a nice dream.wthwthwth.DEN I DUN WANT TO WAKE UP.i would rather die.read my horoscope.said wat look at how LOVELY the future is rather than dwelling bout the past.oh yucks. -pukes sigh.sy sending me photos later.cant wait.hahaha.felt so despo.hahaha.oh yeah.just remembered.toki did me a huge favour.hahaha.by letting me stand next to him!!!!!! ((: oh yeah.got msg from liting.telling me the hwk are on mlg.wa lao.just downloaded and saw the msg that teachers left.erm..ask us to TAKE CARE.wa lao.sending me the pics!!!!!!!!!whoohoo!!!!!

2005-06-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

whee~got their replies.yeah.ok.i didnt really understand la.hahaha.shall figure it out tomorrow den reply them on saturday slowly.hahaha.oh man.darn happy la.oh yeah.had band today.i ponned both physics and e math!!!!!!!!want to die le la.tsk.hope wont give me demerits.i dun want to spoil my clear record! ((: oh yeah.band ends late.coz got band camp meeting.yeah.me and sy went to macs at tanglin mall.ate there.walked to wisma to take train.oh man.sy was like telling me after going to japan,she wont look at guys or bungs.hahaha.said wat japanese guys better.heh.I AGREE. ((: oh yeah.tomoya,toki and azusa just gave me shuji's email.hahaha.who wants can ask from me.HAH.

2005-06-08T11:51:00.000+08:00

am back from japan!hahaha.wished that i have lost my passport there.so i can stay there i few more months.hahaha.recap-

1 june
went to airport.took flight.reached kansai airport around evening.think we took our dinner there.yeap.the food was not bad.unpacked our lauguage.

2 june
went to world expo.was raining the whole day.i was wearing two jackets.hahaha.was damn cold.yeah.and those girls wore their skirts till damn short.dunno how they can stand the cold weather.yeah.bought lunch.was horrible.it was PORK.as in the sausage.yucks.threw half of it away.disgusting.dun like the soft joints.yucks.ate dinner at somewhere else.yeap.

3 june
osaka castle was boring.except for the part where me and sy saw a gay couple.heh.

4 june
went to kinki university!!!!!!!!!!!!! ((((: the people are damn nice.and friendly oso.yeah.had introduction.atsuki and yasuo went bonkers.wrote their names on their hands.practised with toki [sl] and atsumi.yeah.they played damn good.me wt and janice were shocked.hahaha.and we dun even dared to play at first coz we dun want to be embarrased.hahaha.yeah.slacked most of the time.heh.had lunch with them.damn funny la.we dun dare to eat in front of them.ate a little only.they were saying yasuo is keanu reeves boy.coz he can do that matrix thing.oh man.he is darn flexible la.HAHA.and tomoya was dancing his japanese dance.HAHA.took photos.yasuo was like lying down like a gay lor.can see his figure oso.can see mountains summore.den had rehearsals.toki and atsuki beside me for fiefoerniek and joyous spring.yeap.den ken and emiko beside me for the rest of the concert.they played darn loud la.felt so inferior beside them.hah.yeah.went to a shopping centre to have dinner.saw sy at bee zip.yeap.she bought her earrings.i bought my pinky ring. ((: went back to hostel.a lot of ppl was discussing bout the guy they like.HAHAHA.dunno who was like saying trumpet section's quite shuai.HAHAHA.i think they are quite gay.coz they kept molesting each other.

5 june
concert day!!hahaha.had rehearsal in the morning.yeah.didnt warm up at all.coz we were "late".yeah.damn pissed when playing songs.coz i cant play properly at all.den at fiefoerniek,the japanese said they would rest their trumpet our style.hahaha.so nice!atsuki kept forgetting den he drew a small stick figure sitting down holding the trumpet up.hahaha.damn cute!!!its damn tiny la.hahaha.den played singapore ex,stars and strips,we are the world.totally cant play!!!!!tsk.coz my lips are dried.TSK.den i was like"WANTENG!!!!i cant play" when the conductors were discussing sth.yeah.and ken was asking me wat happened.den he and emiko were like "relax!".hahaha.i seemed very dumb.malu myself.TSK.went to warm up lots during break.den the concert started.oh man.their marching is darn good!!!den was our turn le.yeah.after playing,me wt and janice went the WRONG WAY.we followed the japanese DUMBLY.yeah.in the end we realised we were the only crescentians there.how stupid.anw,the "seniors" were congratulating la.yeah.and tomoya was exaggerating.was doing some funny actions.hahaha.yeah.afterwards was concerto d amore.yeah.den the rest of the concert la.yeah.their way of saying encore is damn cute.juts clap in a rhythm.so nice!not as rough as our way.hahaha.yeap.had farewell party.was taking lots of photos.but he wasnt there.yeap.said he rushed back for lessons or sth like that.yeah.den asked toki where he went to when we had to pack and leave le.den went up to auditorium to pack.went down.and he came back!!!!! (((: took photos.yeah.yay!!but he went back to dunno where after taking photos.yeap.went back hostel.felt super sad.even though had their email.but like..WAT IF THEY DUN WORK AT ALL???!!!!!!ARGH.

6 june
went to universal studio.yeah.me sy liling and jerina moved together.we bought the express tic.WASTED 2000 YEN.wth.felt like killing myself.but at least we got the glam to walk down the EXPRESS lane.hahaha.like cutting the queue like that.and the ppl were looking at us enviously.hahaha.yeah.love that spider man and jurassic park ride.the vertical drop was damn shuang!!!!!and they took our photos.yeah.jerina looked damn cute inside la.hahaha.yeah.anw,left there at 7.ate at mos burger.we were damn blur.we ate at the non-smoking zone.but there is a girl smoking there.so we thought is smoking zone.so we went to the smoking zone.even worse lor.tsk.so dumb.den we moved away.yeah.we were laughing and crapping throughout dinner la.liling was comparing her burger with jerina's.seemed like jerina's meal is extra large.tsk.not fair lor.took neoprints.yeah.damn funny.was laughing throughout it.hahaha.den went back to hostel.den dunno why me liling and sy started to cry a bit.went to bathroom.den this totally naked woman's back was facing us when i opened the door.damn funny.i was bursting out laughing.den we ran back to our room.yeah.went for the common bath until one in the midnight.yeah.went to sleep.

7 june
woke up.nobody smiled.yeah.was damn sad la.had to leave so early.tsk.me and sy were crying on the bus.she was hugging her snoopy.yeah.den suddenly mr lim was like "girls.the kinki ppl are there now.to send you all off."den everyone was cheering madly la.hahaha.i was laughing madly.sy oso.first time we smiled for that day!!!! ((: reached there.saw that gay and toki!!!oh yeah.was her birthday.and his oso.[not that gay]yeah.gave her my name tag.den she wore it immediately!hahaha.got a shock la.anw,went walking around with them.ate at a cafe.ate ice cream.yeah.toki was giving out badges.with penguins playing on different instruments.yeah.she gave me the trumpet badge personally la.was so touched.so sweet!hahaha.oh yeah.and the students have their own name cards.so cool man.hahaha.i still havent figure out wat she wrote on the other side.hahaha.was waving madly until we were totally checked in.yeah.went back to singapore.

yeah.damn fun.want to go there again!!!!!

2005-05-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

bloody pissed.damn angry can.said its ok to be late.wth.I DUN WANT TO BE LATE.watever la.said want to send me off still dun want to wake up earlier.watever man.

2005-05-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

had band today.went to sch earlier coz had briefing.anw,we went to dawson first.to buy our lunch.yeah.a pathetic doughnut each.hahaha.saw this shopuncle la.i was like "omg!" den stared at the doughnuts when he walked past.HAHA.sy was like "wat are you doing?".hahaha.yeah.felt so dumb.yeah.den went to supermarket.bought my fave japanese cookie.yummy!!!!! ((: going to be overweight next term la.HAHA.yeah.anw,sy actually wanted to buy those china pears.hahaha.but will look dumb carrying a bag of pears yeah.hahaha.den took bus to sch.yeah.briefing lasted quite long lor.hmm..played a few songs afterwards.march the stars and stripes is killing me real bad.hope i wont malu myself in front of the japanese.heh.i think i just sit nexct to someone who is really nice.heh.den i will look at him/her when i am lost.hahaha.hope wont annoy that person la.yeah.sigh.packed my bag just now.now enjia asking me to read her blog.k.go read now.

2005-05-29T22:42:00.000+08:00

took the pics today.yeah.turned out fine.yeah.and sy took this chain pic.darn cool la.love it!!!!!put it on my friendster but the captions are all wrong.the chain one is "me and shingyi during tuition".wth man.hahaha.just realised i havent do my tuition hwk yet.got no inspiration for composition leh.tsk.hell.and i am ponning history tomorrow.hahaha.telling the teacher i went overseas.HAHA.

2005-05-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

i got no mood to study during june hols.sigh.today woke up at eight.felt very tired.after bathing and eating,went back to sleep again.for another two hours.went out to lunch.mom pissed me off la.den i was behaving like a chao ah lian on the train.tsk.hate it man.den at the cafe,i think i really scared the waiter la.hahaha.heck.told mom i din want to go for tuition coz i wanted a break.yeap.felt very rebellious.guilty la.hmm..went to look around at raffles city.saw this flare skirt.yeah.wanted it but got a shock when i see the price.300++.wth.in the end went to esprit.found this white skirt la.but den its 100++.wth.so damn ex.shingyi can find those 50++.mom was like damn happy coz i wanted to buy a skirt.the last skirt i bought was in primary six??hahaha.yeah.mom was saying its ok since i want to wear a skirt.wth.so biased.i want to buy my jeans den she said dun want.tsk.in the end bought a baby blue one.yeah.went to cousin's hse.as usual.yeah.saw her new t-shirt.gothic la.but the doll at the corner is scary.hmm..got msg from enjia.told me that she got cookies and cream ice cream. -.-" hahaha.

2005-05-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

last day of sch today.yeah.only had a math lessons.for e math,miss magata came back.yeah.got cert.heh.was damn happy la.i mean i never got so high for math since primary six?hahaha.pathetic lor.yeah.anw,went for band at twelve.could play the first few parts for danse diabolique.felt so proud! ((: left at one plus.went back home to take some money.and went to ps.me and pris were talking bout AHEM.yeah.coz we were walking in front,we couldnt see the rest.we walked all the way to the back while the rest of the section went to the front of the station.were shocked coz we couldnt see them at first.yeah.den we took the train.called wani and asked where the rest of the section were.she said they were still at the station,waiting for us.when me and pris went to pizza hut,saw them there.heck.lied to us!tsk.ordered the same set we had last time when we were with deb they all.yeah.love the pizza!and the garlic bread. ((: followed the trumpet section's dining rules too! ((: so guai.the sec ones were so blur.took the salad when we were not supposed to.hahaha.luckily we didnt have to pay for it la.brina left halfway.went to cineleisure.bought some cards.HAHA.yeah.planned pranks on them again.hehe.den went to heeren.to look for mon chajon!!!!! (((((((((((((: sigh.but the clothes this season arent that nice as the last batch.yeah.janice bought me wani and pris barbie's chocolate sticks.HAHA. -.-"""" but they were darn cute and small.went to takashimaya afterwards.went to buy drinks.kept hogging pris with the turtle soft toy.hahaha.bought drinks.pris was taking two samples of the bbq pork slice.hahaha.and gave one to me.i was like "can help me take summore?".HAHA. -.-"'""" so cheapskate la.yeap.den took mrt to go home.my section so nice!pei me until the station.[i think if i dun write this,they will kill me.]when taking the train,i was like so blur and toot.i am not sure of where to go la.den kept calling sheryan.asking her for directions and stuff.hahaha.yeah.in the end i got home safely.ate lots of junk food today.yucks.hate it la.sigh.sent in the stuff le.hoping for the best.

2005-05-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

night time sharpens
heightens each sensation
darkness wakes
and stirs imagination
silently the senses
abandon their defences
helpless to resist
the notes i write
for i compose
the music of the night

slowly,gently
night unfurls its splendour,
grasp it,sense it -
tremulous and tender
hearing is believing
music is deceiving
hard as lightning
soft as candlelight
dare you trust
the music of the night

close your eyes
for your eyes will only tell the truth
and the truth
isn't what you want to see
in the dark
it is easy to pretend
that the truth
is what it ought to be

softly,deftly
music shall caress you
hear it,feel it
secretly possess you

open up your mind
let your fantasies unwind
in this darkness which
you know you cannot fight -
the darkness of
the music of the night

close your eyes
start a journey through a
strange new world
leave all thoughts
of the world
you knew before

close your eyes
and let music set you free
only then
can you belong to me

floating,falling
sweet intoxication
touch me,trust me
savour each sensation

let the dream
begin
let your darker side
give in
to the power of
the music that i write -
the power of
the music of the night

you alone
can make my song take flight -
help me make
the music of the night

your darkness will just fade under the dark moon

no more talk of darkness,
forget those wide-eyed fears
i'm here
nothing can harm you
my words will calm you

let me be your freedom
let daylight dry your tears
i'm here
with you,beside you
to guard you
and to guide you

say you love me
every waking moment
turn my head with talk of summertime

say you need me
with you,
now and always
promise me that all
you say is true -
thats all i ask of you

let me your shelter,
let me be your light
you're safe
no one will find you -
your fears are far behind you

all i want is freedom
a world with no more night
and you,always beside me
to hold me
and to hide me

then say you'll share with me
one love,one lifetime
let me lead you
from your solidtude

say you need me
with you
here,beside you
anywhere you go
let me go too -
thats all i ask of you

2005-05-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

i totally love danse diabolique!! ((: kept playing that song even though i was supposed to play the japan songs.love the tune!!!love it la. ((: like the woodwinds to thrill.damn nice.the brasses oso.the sound is darn strong and rich.yeah.during break went to mobil with enjia sheryan and janice.were staring at the ice cream.we kept saying "i want this!".hahaha.so pathetic.den went back to play the japan's songs.again.tsk.yeah.and pris was excited coz we are playing "we are the world". -.-" damn lame la.discussed on tomorrow's section outing.yay!!damn excited.dunno wat to wear.those sec ones wanted to wear sch skirt and some shirt.wth.sigh.think i just wear my obs shirt.yeah.but they said tomorrow have band prac.sigh.dunno.not sure.wat if we left den the whole trumpet section not there for band??!!!!wth.

she hugs me tight, more undoubtedly than anything in this world

2005-05-25T17:15:00.000+08:00

this morning,it was raining.was walking to the bus stop.this old lady was like drying her umbrella by flinging it anyhow.i was "wa piang eh.." den the lady turned behind and said sorry.HAHA.gosh.got a shock la.i mean didnt expect her.felt very mean.heh.den had lessons.leticia moved her desk beside mine.was crapping and laughing the whole day.she was telling me how she flirts.wth.so dumb.was practically laughing like mad.i think she looks like jajabean when she does the wink wink.hahaha.yeah.den after recess me and leticia went to library.ponned history and lit together.yeap.she was reading diary of adrain mole.was laughing her head off coz of that nipple thing.wth.so dirty minded ar..den had the fire drill.of all time,they chose the HOTTEST afternoon.damn.yeah.was the clean and green program after that.disgusting.me jingyi and leticia only walk around.never do anything.hahaha.went to find sy enjia and lijin.they cant pei me home so i went home ALONE.sucks.ALONE SUCKS.tsk.was sleeping.den mom woke me up to say that i am having TUITION at night.yucks.disgusting.dun like the new tutor la.so bitchy and young.i want old old one!!!!! ((: sigh.hope will talk today again.yesterday was embarrassing man.bleah.

2005-05-24T21:59:00.000+08:00

listening to dance diabolique now.blasting in my ear now.yeap.feeling very depressed and confused.dunno why.no mass run this morning.got back all the results.yeah.didnt fail english.was quite happy la.oh yeah.and i got back the "magic" for e math.hahaha.copied from band's "magic".ahaha.yeah.did improved la.oh yeah.and chem.i just missed by one mark.wth.but i think imran is a good teacher.miss magata came back!think she is posted back to our sch la.yeah.sigh.band phototaking was -.think we grow up real fast.yeah.damn.its like so early and i am wearing dunno how many layers?seriously think that i am sick..

2005-05-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

wahh.am going to need a miracle to sleep later.woke up at eight to eat breakfast.den bathed and stuff.yeap.den slept AGAIN at ten all the way to one in the afternoon.damn.am really tired.yeah.my eyebags suck la.and dark circles under my eyes oso.argh.i am looking like a ghost lor.tsk.and was smsing sheryan and enjia coz got nth to do.wanted to go out.but i think leave till friday la.better! ((: heh.seriously cant wait for holidays to come.yeap.sigh.tomorrow getting back results.hope i wont fail my english la.i dun want to get kick out.tsk.i want to go out to town.argh.really really cant wait.tsktsk.

tat goal was a beauty

2005-05-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

wa lao.totally bored.yeap.was sleeping at least half of the day la.yeah.either sleep,eat or play tomb raider.wth.and i just got my m1 bill.yeah.thought i would sms at least 1300 msgs.coz i saw that in my msg counter.in the end its just 500+.meaning i never delete the previous time i paid my bill.wth.scared myself for nth. -.-" sigh.feel like watching kannaduki again.but i scared later i get depressed for nth.again.wth.tsk.i want to learn archery!!!!sigh,been saying this for past two weeks.but enjia havent find out bout the course yet.sigh.so si pai.i want to learn so that i can shoot the arrow into her dumb face.idiot.pissed me off.sigh.i want to do portfolio.but my face sucks la.wth.den got nth to do tomorrow.esplanade library oso not open.TSK.

2005-05-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

went for tuition today.shingyi said i looked haggard and the mosquito bites gave her an impression that i got measles. -.-" i went for camp my dear..not military sch.ate sakae sushi and pasta today.totally miss the food la! ((: enjia just sent me singapore experience.wa lao.the band who played that is good la.tone and everything.summore they played till damn fast.wth.kept listening to pirates of the carribean.love the music! ((: reminded me of kayaking.looking at my jnrs' friendster acct.so cute and funny la.esp priscilla.heh.like so spastic.heh.and dun thnk so lowly of yourself la.yeah.

2005-05-20T18:48:00.000+08:00

just came back from obs.yeah.it wasnt as bad as i thought it was at first.got lots of mosquito bites.but no sandflies bites.luckily. ((: my body is now aching all over la.hah.recap-

monday
went to sch with sy with my dumb dumb big bag.yeah.so disgusting can.so huge.yucks.yeah.reached pungol jetty and took the boat there.yeah.went to camp one first.got into MARCO POLO.yeah.instructor was LOUIS[a].with liting,melissa,cindy,serena,celeste, donica,yi hui,sabrina,xi xi,liu chang,
shyan juang,wai man,banu,mun fei.yeah.den we went to camp two.den packed some stuff.yeap.den got a 16th member-yun heng.yeap.played trustfall.thought it was quite scary la.coz i was the last.den scared the other members were tired le.den cant support me well?hah.yeap.after that did belaying thing,yeap.xi xi cimbed down when i havent even released some slack.wth.go and die la.nearly got pulled up.yeap.den my waist and legs hurt a lot man.yeah.den went to cook.the can food was really pathetic la.ate at the road?den louis was asking us to bathe in the toliet without lights.yeah.the whole marco polo went there with torchlights.yeah.damn cool la.its like only used by our watch?yeap.den slept in the tent.me and liting could not sleep at all.slept only two hours den woke up again.decided to medidate. -.-" but i failed la.heh.

tuesday
woke up with only 3+ hours of sleep.yeah.louis told us to pack our bags coz we were going to trek and camp outside for two days.its disgusting.went to trek.yeah.and stopped at the reservoir for activity.but they said had cat.1.yeap.in the end had to hide in the shelter.wth.yeah.den trekked again.for bout three hours.which was damn tiring and sweaty.yeah.den stopped for another activity.which was real stupid.there were lots of mosquito bites.all my mosquito bites were gotten from there!wth man.yeap.stopped the activity halfway.did quarry jump.and louis was telling us this lame story bout the octopus in the quarry.yeah.den we camped beside this fence guarding pulau ubin from illegal immigrants.yeap.got wild boars there leh!and oh yeah.that bitch ar..just want to shine the torch for us.like wth la.didnt even tie the string or do sth else.summore order us around.take this and that.like its our fault.wth.summore had to use natural toliets and changed our clothes in the public.yucks.oh yeah.louis and the other instructor[dunoo how to spell her name] slept in the same tent.heh.yeah.everyone was making up stories wat would happened inside.darn funny la.

wednesday
went off to trek from bout ten to twelve plus.yeap.den we went to camp one!woot!everyone was darn happy la.had lunch there.finally we dun need to cook.yeah.den we went for kayaking.love it man! ((: its darn fun.yeah.but we only kayak for bout four+ hours i think.yeah.was kayaking around.den suddenly yunheng's and wai man's kayak capsized.was supposed to save them la.in the end,liting got no energy to kayak.only me turning the whole kayak la.den the current was damn strong oso.eventually we were pushed until quite near to the next island.yeah.was panicking like mad.keep blowing the whistle but louis didnt care.wth.idiot.yeah.in the end this boat came and that uncle on it told us to hold on his boat.damn funny la.yeah.den helped bring us to somewhere near the shore.did the capsize drill.yeah.louis was damn nice la.said as long as you know how to rescue,you dun need to capsize.yeah.he kept calling shyan juang "shyan shyan".HAHA.den went back to raft -tub?aiya.dunno how to spell.yeap.den everyone was crapping la.and celeste said i looked so constipated.wth.was the strong winds la.and some salt water went into my eyes.pain leh!yeah.den ate dinner and i bathed! ((: went back to pitch tents and stuff.yeah.the tent was WET.

thursday
went to do rock climbing.went up to the sixth box,my feet got cramped up real bad.totally cant move.very damn painful and sour?yeap.and serena made it worse by stepping on my feet while moving on the artificial stones.hahaha.den had lunch.and den went to indiana to climb.was the first one to climb the middle section.yeah.thought its the best to be the first one to climb.coz i will be blur,wont know how its like.heh.yeah.hmm..think the metal ladder was damn hard to climb.i was swaying in circles man.hahaha.so idiotic like that.den the parallel ropes were quite ok.just that i stepped on the wrong rope for the first few steps.candy told me wrongly.hahaha.yeap.den changed the position lor.so dumb.after that was cat.1 again.and louis went for some course oso.had to stay there and cooked our own dinner.yeah.den we trekked back at 1945.yeah.horrible.cant see a thing at all.summore our campsites were in the forest.yucks.its a tropical monsoon forest btw..hahaha.yeah.pitched the tents in darkness.the torchlights dun help much.cant even see properly.wa lao.and that bitch was ordering us to do stuff again.wth.was damn pissed off that i just burst out la.scolded her.was telling her to shut up and stopped ordering us around.said that she was irritating in her face.HAHA.cant believe i did that la.heh.yihui,liting and wai man were giving me a cheeky smile.hahaha.yeap.den me and wai man looked for the instructors for cotten twine.we were screaming their names like some lunatics.some ppl were laughing at us lor.wth.yeap.den cleared the stalls oso.was sweating like mad by the end of everything.yeah.

friday
woke up at 430 in the morning just to have a bath.so stupid la.yeap.me liting wai man bathed for one hour,taking our own sweet time. ((: yeah.den we were like keeping everything oso.oh yeah.,scrubbing the tents' cover was super fun.kept flinging everything around.damn fun la.heh.den ate breakfast.yeah.and louis came back.yeap.did the last activity.quite sad la.den he walked past.yeah.wai man was like "AHEM!" till so obvious.yeah.louis turned around and saw who that person was like.wth.i was still trying to act blur.pathetic.yeah.den bought this white polo tee.yeah.borrowed tanu's phone.called mom.yeah.love her man!bought me the food i love to eat.heh.yeah.den called sheryan.darn happy la.totally miss them lots!den went back home by taxi.yeah.

sigh.seriously,am going to miss obs.its so fun.though we have to trek 25+ km.but its the good things that we remembered.no wonder the seniors said it was fun.

2005-05-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

went to buy obs stuff again.so si pai.only bought a pair of shorts,baby wipes and plasters.tsk.yeah.recap on wat happened yesterday-

had some lame program.first thing in the morning had pe.yucks.yeah.me serene liting and leticia ponned it.went to classroom.yeah.i was changing halfway den saw one of the windows was not closed.wth.den this person walked past.yucks.i dun think she saw.hahaha.yeah.den took class photo.hmm..and had this sri lanka thing on helping the tsunami victims.wa lao.i was listening to radio.yeah.only on one side of my ears.not like i am the only person who was listening to the radio right?anw,she was like saying "i dun want anyone to use handphone or listen to radio with two ears.one ear is ok.".tmd.still look at me.wth.i listen to it with one ear only.nvm.still sit quite close to me,look at me and said to her colleagues "listen to too much radio will have tumour."wa lao.cursing me la huh.den she said wat she likes to eat sushi.please la.so fat still want to eat.yucks.and summore said she is going to town?so toot.yucks.shld have ask her "eh!eat so much you really dun want your life ar?i suggest you better keep fit!".heh.skali i am a bit overweight oso.hahaha.ok.yeah.den had band.yeah.den at night.went online at nine.hahaha.yeap.talked from nine to eleven!so happy! ((: yeah.luckily everything was back to normal la.

today
went to eat swensens!must pamper yourself before obs!heh.hope i wont get sick.mom still wants me to clean and wash my own stuff after coming back from obs?tsk.

playing up to my potential.am not letting you all pushing me down. ((:

2005-05-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

whoa.today's friday the thirteen.heh.yeap.anw,had photo taking.i think i look disgusting la.anw,gave sheryan a new name.

SCORES KWOK KEE SIAO.

hahaha.coz this morning went to call her.she was talking bout scores?wth.hahaha.den this afternoon she kept talking to me bout scores again.hahaha.poor thing.she kept looking and touching them oso.heh.and she said she was going crazy le.hahaha.crazy la.yeah.oh yeah.played joyous spring.yes.mrs chua said i needed to be more confident.yeah.but the scar,its still there.reminded me of them laughing at us.did you know that it hurts me and my self esteem?really affected me a lot.the memory still haunts me.i really hate you all for pushing me down.really.

2005-05-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

whee~went to anchorpoint and queensway just now from 745 to 815.yeah.bought mosquito repellent and fbt shorts.yeah.bought the super cheap ones.hahaha.yeap.den went to town.my MON CHERIE!hahaha.actually its not la.it MON CHAJON.wth.heh.yeah.me and sy were rushing from mrt station to heeren.den ran into the shops like two complete idiots can.yeah.and the shopkeeper still remember me.hahaha.yeah.she damn nice la.yeah. ((: bought it.still got the incense smell.heh.yeah.anw,went home.den mom bought medicine for me to obs.in case i need.hahaha.ok.now i am looking towards it.though there is big catfishes and stuff.heh.like i care.cry den cry lor.heh.

2005-05-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

yay!finally!exams are officially OVER.hahaha.yeap.damn happy la.yeap.was happy.took pics.yeap.damn crappy can.yeah.den went to ps.ate at pastamania.ok.the pizza was so pathetic.so small and seemed so little.cant believed we paid like 8 bucks?wth.yeah.den went to 77th street.when we were walking out,this guy was saying "boo!" to his fren.lijin thought i was saying that to frighten her.she was screaming la.den scold me.ok.yeap.den the guy and his frens heard.wth.yeah.den walked to another shop den went back again.that dog did that again.watever la.so chilidish.enjia and sheryan were damn pissed.yeap.den went to heeren.yeap.saw sth i wanted so badly.yeah.was IN LOVE with it.hahaha.crazy.IN LOVE WITH MON CHERIE.crazy.yeap.sheryan and lijin wanted the STAR earrings which cost like 65 bucks?not worth it la.and ej wants her dreamcatcher.yeap.in the end we left,feeling DAMN SAD can.i was only short of a few bucks to buy can.wtf.wtf.yeah.left heeren feeling damn EMPTY.and PISSED.me and enjia were having black face for the rest of the day.hahaha.went to anchorpoint.yeah.got the cheesecake for mom.yes.den bought this dyed leaves?hahaha.wth.wanted to buy rose.but its not opened.argh.yeap.tomorrow got band!hah.yeap.hoped nobody will buy that moncherie.going to hunt it down soon.heh.

2005-05-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

waahh.finally.history test is over!whoopee!tomorrow is the LAST day.yes!a math!hahaha.yeap.cant focus le la.who cares anw?heh.yeap.oh yeah.watching kannaduki again.wth.sockhoon thinks its dusgusting.its sweet la.heh.yeap.putting all the pics summore.yay!cant wait for tomorrow.buying the cake and rose.and clothes.and take pics oso!whee~going to play the whole day la.yay! ((: so happy!

caught in the middle again.dun make me happy for nothing.

2005-05-09T15:52:00.000+08:00

history exam tomorrow.totally cannot make it.haha.got three chapters to study.decided to risk the chapter on russia.yeap.coz study before.didnt want to spend so much time on it.hah.hopefully i can passed.the last test i failed by half a mark again.pissed me off.yeah.purposely fail me la.tsk.hmm..tomorrow emath exam oso.argh.hopefully i am not careless.hah.yesterday had a very bad flu.used one whole box of tissues la.yucks.yeap.keep mistaking japan for thailand trip.tsk.yay!cant wait for wednesday.going to take lots of pics and buy stuff!whoopee!can slack whole day.and can go online everyday oso.hahaha.oh yeah.and ej saw him at clarke quay yesterday??wtf.hahaha.got shock la.was asking her whether she saw correctly.yeah. ((: good luck to me for history exam tomorrow. ((: gonna take a risk again like ss.studied only chap one and four.heh.

anywhere you go let me go too,thats all i ask of you

2005-05-06T15:40:00.000+08:00

whee~geog and physics are over!the two difficult subjects! ((: yeap.yesterday chem was okay.but ss was a killer.yeah.couldnt concentrate.wasted bout 15 mins reading the first question over and over again?just bcoz i dun understand.argh.tsk.yeah.and the day before exam,after tuition at nine at night,i went to take a BREAK.but den i ended up sleeping till TWELVE MIDNIGHT.was panicking la.took one hour to revise chem.yeap.got scolded.tsk.yeap.anw,yay!cant wait for next wed! (: oh yeah.dun need to go to sch on monday! ((: so happy!hahaha.found out that sweechen and xiangyi scared of me.ME.hell.tsk.want to ask me question oso dun dare to ask.must stand at the side until i notice them.tsk.

2005-05-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

waahh.damn.keep shouting.tsk.i hate screamers.really cant stand the sound.and it's illness in happening again.gosh.k.yeah.anw,been slacking a lot eh..cant afford too!hmph.yeap.i got no motivation.my supposedly-to-be made me slack and daydream even more.gosh.tsk.shall go play tomb raider until 230.yeap.den do physics and chem! ((: oh yeah.yesterday on msn,pris was damn funny lar.k.anw,was supposed to do hwk secretly at night.i smuggled in my sister's too!heh.den i fell asleep when waiting for my parents to sleep first.den sister woke me up but i cant make it la.hahaha.today tuition only study physics and chem!nice sia.. ((: yeah.yay!gonna play tomb raider now..

2005-04-30T11:33:00.000+08:00

waahh.darn happy.yesterday cant sleep.k.anw,was playing tomb raider when i received a msg.i knew it was from enjia.yeah.went online.was freaking out la.my hands are like so cold.and shaking madly too.cant control them.keep typing wrongly la.hahaha.yeah.was talking.asking lame questions when i already know the answers?tsk.hahaha.ej went offline den talked to sy and pris.was crapping coz too hyper le.yeap.stupid lor.and sy got lots of typos.haha become jaja.HAHA.okie.i am mean.yay!did a mth and physics papers.yeap.havent touch my tuition hwk at all.going to die tomorrow. (:

2005-04-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

gosh.chinese exams are finally over! ((((: damn happy la can.so relieved.yeah.k.mother and sister fighting again.TSK.HATE SCREAMERS.anw,after exams,yeah.last day of sch for miss goon.so sad.hmm..went to tiong bahru plaza to eat lunch with sy and ej.yeah.ok.saw this grp of sec twos.wa lao.very damn action.got new word to describe them-dng dng.hahaha.k.anw,ej dropped her cup of coke accidentally.den they look at the coke as if they damn perfect la.yeah.TSK at them loudly.heck.disgusting.yeah.and they used chilli as uh..lipstick?childish.spoil our reputation.wahaha.ok.waiting for ten o clock la.dun make me happy for nth k?GO ONLINE! ((:

2005-04-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

ok..just saw my brother's friendster pic.damn funny la.tsk.yeah.anw,today's english was ok la.i mean can focus during the first paper.den second paper i dunno?the summary really sucks i think.yeap.tsk.went home with ej sy and lj.was sleeping for two hours?damn.dunno how to sleep later.yeah.revised for chinese.that woman never tell us wat to study.yeah.hell.ok.didnt know that wani's brother is same sch as him oso.hah.shocking.tsk.and she doesnt want to tell me who the -- are.hell la.go and die!i will know sooner or later.yeah.tsk.hmm..saw lost of dng dng ppl today.yeah.yucks.tomorrow chinese paper.gosh.really damn scared le la.coz like yeah.tsk.if i fail two languages??ahhhh!!!!gosh.k.shant think anymore.

2005-04-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

what if you have the chance to be with the one you didnt dare to be with?

so darn busy nowadays.yeah.its like forever doing past years test papers?tsk.shld let us revise la.yeah.hmm..recap-
yesterday went to band room in the morning to return uniforms.yeah.enjia gave me a envelope.yeah.with postcards cut into small pieces,for me to fix them.tsk.hahaha.yeah.thanks k?its damn sweet la. ((: had lessons.didnt do quite a few.heh.getting notti.hahaha.den stayed till like 5 in the evening just to do geog tys?yeah.hmm..today.woke up in the morning.realised i cant bend a bit.coz had gastritis again.tsk.darn pain.mass run,we ran only four rounds?serene was so funny.said she wanted to run the LONGER route.crazy.yeah.in the end me rubhini and vanessa gong gong ran five rounds.wahaha.yeap.went to anchorpoint to eat for lunch.yeap.was kind of disgusting la.summore its like 5 bucks?yucks.pukes.yeah.tsk.after mr imran leave den the poodle will come back to teach us.waaaahhhh!!!!!how unlucky.really cant stand her.hmph.yeah.oh yes.krystle said that sheryan and rowena are BIMBOTIC.wahahaha.funny la.k.BIMBOTIC LEIGHS LEIGHS.hahaha.k.dun kill me ar..gosh.opened my msn for twenty mins le den a box just pop out "you have seven new messages".hah.tsk.

2005-04-23T21:40:00.000+08:00

using sister's acct now.mine wasnt working.dunno wat happened to it.yeah.was damn depressed doing my hwk.i think i got bout fifteen test papers to do.all must be finished within monday?feel like dying..went out with mom to raffles city.yeah.bought some stuff and this toothbrush.for obs.and japan trip.yay!i am going! ((: but its like dad only sponser me thousand bucks?the rest i have to pay.yeah.asked for subsidy-200 bucks the most.theresa got to bargain till 600 bucks.not fair!shld have lied.hahaha.shant be greedy la.yeap.called rowena for help.if i shld talk to monkey again not.yeah.damn sad la.i mean how come suddenly dun talk le?TSK.anw,went for tuition.that sec four guy.cant stand him.argh.crap so much.argh.and kaypo too!yucksyucks.mom bought those super sweet cookies from marks and spencer.yucks la.went to cousin's hse.let her see monkey's pic.yeah.saw her pic.wa lao.damn bitchy.heh.oh yeah.sigh.am going to talk.no matter wat.. ((: i hope its me..

oh yeah.HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANI!

2005-04-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

yay!new life after syf.so new blog.hahaha.-lame- yeah.nowadays have lots of tests.vey busy studying.always ended up having eye bags.gosh.yeah.yucks.chinese lessons are always the worst lessons.cant stop hurrying.she expects us to do like three things at one time?crazy.cant stand her.so fat and naggy.tsk.usarin was like so stressed everyday.keep asking me to laugh so that she will be cheered up.heh.she said i am her kaixinguo! ((: yeah.and yx.always messy and leaving things on my table.tsk.oh yeah.history test was OKAY.i improved a lot!yay!but still its not good enough la.its like i told krystle the question and she studied only ten mins before the test and got 12/13?wtf.anw,band celebration was yesterday.yeah.din noe pris was a fan of her oso.hahaha.sectional break was quite quiet.its like got nth to say?yeah.mrs chua say might have concert on sept.yay!cant wait! ((: playing dance diabolique oso.yay!love the flute solo.its damn nice.and the brasses.though the ending a bit - erbx.yeah.sigh.just saw all the participants.totally pulled my self-esteem down can.tsk.sigh.

bcoz of you,i turned-